#depressive cycle

[mediamime]

beating off crippling depression the only way I know how ✨

It’s unfinished with a chunky brush because I’m chasing a vision beyond my capabilities 🫠

Lyric is from Holy War by Rainbow Kitten Surprise.

I add/subtract from my playlists a lot because sometimes I experience A Thought and need to act on it, but if you like my particular brand of suffering in music form, here:

Unrelated, but those of you that have sent me asks in the last few weeks I’ll get back to you soon - just haven’t had much willpower to do Anything lately.

That’s all, have a nice day, bye 🐸

[agloriousbehavioralhealth]

Depression is a pervasive concern that can extend its reach across generations, creating patterns that affect families over time. Understanding and managing these generational patterns of depression is essential for breaking the cycle and fostering a healthier landscape of mental well-being within families.

[boomxyzu]

She can’t remember anything, but he will remember her every day how much she means to him.

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what if Zelda doesn’t remember anything after her dragonification.

>>1<<

>>2<< you are here

>>3<<

[besiriusiamwild]

can’t stop thinking about asterid hearing prim’s name being called and instantly thinking of maysilee, her best friend who didn’t come home, because she knew that would be the fate that would await her youngest daughter.

vs her seeing katniss volunteer, and instantly thinking of haymitch, burdock’s best friend who came home but was never the same again, because she knew that would be the fate that would await her oldest daughter.

then, when seeing prim scream for her sister, asterid finally thought of merrilee, her best friend who was bedridden with painful headaches and pushed her away in grief for her twin, because she knew that prim could become the same if katniss didn’t come home, like how maysilee didn’t.

years later, asterid watched katniss lose prim, and disappear into herself like she did after losing burdock; like haymitch after losing lenore dove; like merrilee after losing maysilee.

and she thought of everyone - the friends that didn’t return home, the friends that got spared but lost themselves to grief, the people that should’ve been alright but were in the wrong place at the wrong time (burdock in the mines; the donners / undersees in the bombing).

realising that no one was safe from the impact of the capitol, and snow. and that those who got reaped and didn’t come home were actually the luckiest of them all. because they didn’t have to see everything and everyone fall apart, over and over again, like a never-ending row of dominoes collapsing again and again and again….

[valtsv]

i think my manager (who is very understanding about this stuff but also, like, my manager) suspects i'm bipolar. chat i might be chargrilled.

[astriiformes]

Let it be known that I am looking over at our fellow upper Midwest neighbor state with unrestrained glee after the recent election. Hooting and hollering even. Peace on Earth (and Wisconsin if possible).

[egberts]

my life would be soooo different if i could just make myself take a shower every day

[ronanlynchusurper]

opening tumblr before or after a long day is my equivalent of mother gothel brushing rapunzels hair.

[kiyomitakada]

l lawliet may be the most accommodated autistic person on earth but his adhd is absolutely not medicated

[stumped-on-bennington]

literally how it feels to be a manic depressive

[asssdirector]

the mountain goats + a certain kind of dread

(lovecraft in brooklyn // minnesota //night light // if you see light // spent gladiator 1 // alpha rats nest // cry for judas)

[valtsv]

horse_ebooks "everything happens so much" tweet dot jpeg

[yesloulou]

ohhh it’s missing daniel hour

[thearunadragon]

*Me, glancing at previous similar sketches* View my art, and watch as depression slowly bleaches the color from his life and steals the light from his eyes 👍🏻

[cs-cabin-and-crew]

A lot of people have said “oh it must have been so hard for baby Eragon not being raised by parents.”

But bro, he was! He didn’t find out his aunt and uncle weren’t his parents until like 15. His aunt just decided to be messy on her deathbed and tell him!

What the heck?!

[hekateinhell]

“Yet in the centuries of his long obedience, Armand kept two secrets to himself. These were his property, these secrets, more purely his than the coffin in which he locked himself by day, or the few amulets he wore. The first was that no matter how great his loneliness, or how long the search for brothers and sisters in whom he might find some comfort, he never worked the Dark Trick himself.

He wouldn't give that to Satan, no Child of Darkness made by him. And the other secret, which he kept from his followers for their sake, was simply the extent of his ever deepening despair. That he craved nothing, cherished nothing, believed nothing finally, and took not one particle of pleasure in his ever increasing and awesome powers, and existed from moment to moment in a void broken once every night of his eternal life by the kill-that secret he had kept from them as long as they had needed him and it had been possible to lead them because his fear would have made them afraid. But it was finished. A great cycle had ended, and even years ago he had felt it closing without understanding it was a cycle at all.” ~ Lestat, TVL